There
is a certain irony that Jews are called people of the book. Although we spend hours immersed in them, and
it is the only object that is venerated on any level outside of G-d; yet, what
we strive for is not in the book. There
is a level of knowledge that no book can teach, a sensitivity that is beyond words. And if we don’t have that sensitivity, then
even if we know the entire book cover to cover the Rabbis say, ‘we are worse
than a carcass’. [1]
From where do the Rabbis know
this? It says that G-d called out to Moses lovingly to invite him in to the
newly minted tabernacle. The language of calling always implies
endearment and Rashi tells us that before every teaching that Moses received
from G-d, there was an initial call to Moses to come in.[2] The message is clear- the preamble to the
Torah is the relationship. All the teachings
are there to strengthen the initial bond.
But the Rabbis notice something else.
Why was Moses standing outside the Mishkan in the first place? For seven days
he had the tent erected and taken down. [3] On the seventh day,
however, the tabernacle was left standing. Once it was left standing, Moses no
longer entered the tent until G-d called him.
Why not? There was no prohibition to enter, no mitzvah to wait for an
invitation. In other words, nothing in the book told him that he had to stay
out. Rather, he had sensitivity that now
that this tent housed G-d presence, it would be unrefined to show up uninvited. And it wasn’t a logical calculation either,
but an intuition of the soul.
Many people can read books and retain
knowledge. But one who does so without
letting that knowledge increases the sensitivity in his soul is worse than a
carcass. Why? Because it looks like he is alive and full of
wisdom, but inside there is no real awareness, no real internalization that is
developed. But why is it ‘worse’ than a
carcass and not equal to one? Because a
carcass can at least be elevated for some other purpose, while this person has
already shown that he cannot be elevated. With all the wisdom in the world he
has not changed. As we enter Seder
night, we have to realize that G-d didn’t take us out of Egypt. Rather, it
always says in the Torah, G-d ‘lifted us’ out of Egypt. The whole goal is be
lifted up, see higher levels of sensitivity. Without that in mind, all the
Torah in the world can’t help you.
nicely put I feel that were talking directly to me
ReplyDeleteShabbat Shalom see you on May 27th BH